You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out taht you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one is going to be there. You know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you, but you are tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping, still wishing and you’re staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You are fighting.

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Keep in mind, you will never be this young again. Your body will never be more supple and powerful, your mind, more awake and aware. Your heart will never be more open and unafraid, and you will never be more alive than you are right now. Enjoy every second.